Good lord, do I suck. What's it been since my last entry--a year? This reminds me of all my aborted attempts over the years to keep a "journal." The greatest thing about my collection of journals is how every single one starts with "this time I'm really gonna do it." Then I have about four or five entries, and then another 5 years go by.
I suppose it would help if I wasn't so lazy and unambitious. I mean, in my head, I have lots of great plans. But once I actually wake up in the morning, forget it. Go jogging every morning at 5 a.m? No. Write for an hour and then go jogging? No. Go into work early and catch up on all that email? No. How about lay in bed until the last possible second, drooling on the pillow, wondering what I'm gonna watch on TV that night? Yeah, way more likely.
Goddamn me! I hate me! This is why I decided to post after all these months. Not to promise to write to this blog more often. I know better now. I suck. That's all I wanted to say. I suck.
That is all.
Posted by jeff at May 5, 2004 4:02 PM